I’ve seen you act all weird lately
Coming home late and sometimes not at all
I keep saying I’m paranoid, and yes, maybe
But I also know you’re kinda playing ball
I don’t dwell on instincts, that’s too womanly
But I see how long it takes for you to respond each time I call
There was a time when you were so happy
Now you only smile when you get out to pick a call
I have loved you so truly since the day we met
I have done my best and I am trying not to fret
I promised to be loyal and stick beside you like your pet
But the things that are happening now just wouldn’t let
You’ve been like this for a while so I guess it’s already late
I kept hoping things would change but only worse does it get
I kept thinking I was wrong and that my intuition was a mistake
Now I know I was wrong but I won’t wallow in regret
I don’t know if it’s something I did
Or a call that perhaps I didn’t heed
But I’m definitely aware of this deed
The crazy situation that gets you all lit
I know it’s fun and I hope you do enjoy it
I also know it may not be for long so I hope it’s really worth it
I just wish you had enough respect to really conceal it
You want her more, right? I noticed, and I won’t fight it
Truth be told this hurts like hell
I feel betrayed but oh well
When I think about it too much I feel my tears well
But I can’t cry about it lest my eyes swell
I love you still, and on this I won’t dwell
My loyalty to you still tilts the scale
So go ahead if you will, relish in her skill
And when you’re done with the dream, I’ll be here, coz I’m not a drill
And my heart, is yours for real
Trizah Fay ©2016
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